Intelligence of the Universe

My heart beats, my blood flows, my cells regenerate, my nails and hair grow. These actions  are orchestrated by the Intelligence of my body. My sole contribution is to feed my body with nutritious foods and drinks, and exercise it.

Same applies to my life. I must feed it with positive thoughts, forgiveness, and gratitude. The Intelligence of the Universe will then take care of the rest.

However, the fine print says that I must step out of the way, that is to say, I must let go of the need to control the how, the when, and all that mumbo jumbo. The control freak in me causes longer delays and higher bumps on the road. I then conclude that, as an individual, I am responsible of my life design.

All it takes is mind, body, spirit gymnastics and then stepping out of the way of the Universe, right? Right! Why the heck is it so damn difficult then?

Mama

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She is brown, white, yellow, red, different hues of the rainbows

She is young, old, tall, short, different height of trees

She is large, petite, feminine, boyish, different shapes under the sun

She laughs, cries, dances, mourns, different reactions she owes

 

She cuddles, spanks, cherishes, nourishes

She is rough, docile, tough, unkind

 

She is the rainbow with which I laugh,

She is the sun that nurtures my soul,

She is the ocean in which I willingly loose myself

She is the sword that pains me

 

She is my 1st word

She is my 1st kiss

She my 1st hug

She is my 1st spanking

 

She is all that and so much more

She is my mother whom I love

 

 

 

My Prayer of the day

May my thoughts stem from Love

May my words be Love coated 

May my actions be accompanied by Love 

Holidays Wishes

Be gentle with yourself
Forgive yourself
Love yourself
As a bonus, you will connect with others.

Blessings to All!

Imperfect Me

Read The Gifts of Imperfection by Brene Brown and boy has it unearthed some heavy stuff from within. From the first chapter I said Damn Brene! by the end, Thanks Brene!

I realized that I deliberately decided to let go of my creative life (play, photography, writing) because I wanted the life prescribed in most TV shows of the 90’s: corporate career, nice house, nice car, well behaved kids, nice husband, bla bla bla….
For the past 5 years or more I have been functioning in a trance, awaiting the perfect alignment of ideal weight, ideal inspiration, ideal career, to launch my so called real life. Throughout this haze I lost connection with my kids – gosh that’s a hard one to swallow – my husband, and myself. I was so absorbed in ME and my self worth that I missed out on the abundance of love, laughther, and joy right in our house, which is to say LIFE itself.

I recently posted on my work computer a note from a tea bag which read: the purpose of life is to enjoy every moment. We often read truth  like these but do not always grasp its roots until a major awakening. I sure am awake today and for days to come so help me God!
I here proclaim that I now choose to be disliked by others but liked by myself,  in order to reach my true self. To let my light shine through.